Let's call today: 'Thursday, 12 May 2005'
pirategirl
wrote in the notebook:
okay, since the last post created some discussion, i feel i need to clarify what's happenin.
lastnight
i met up with a girl i met at The Cat Empire gig on friday night who's a friend of Ember's. she wanted my number, so Ember asked my permission and then gave it to her. she called me, we agreed to meet up last night after uni for a drink.
i wasnt going to go.
well, we met up, had a drink, had tea, caught the train home, and i gave her a lift to her parents place, then i came home.
somewhere amongst all this kirsty messaged me "you're having girlsex arent u whore?" hence the last post. i chuckled when i got it.
during that day i was also messaged in class and asked if i wanted to meet up after uni. i re-scheduled, as i didnt want to be rude and cancel on this girl last minute.
and anyway - the details are thus; no sparkles, no kiss, a few awkward moments, a long-ish hug that I cut short because i didnt want to hurt her, and a today a day full of feeling bad cos i know she's into me and i'm not really into her.
ember did make me feel a bit better tho. i told her to keep the consolations coming.
when i came home lastnight, i was a bit everywhere, but pushed thinking aside cos i knew itd just depress me. i spoke to a new friend i've made, the one who messaged me earlier asking what i was doing after uni, cos we were both online and free to talk, then i went to bed where he called me and we spoke til 3am. he made me feel better and i went to sleep easily after we hung up.
it doesnt rain but it pours.
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